you keep doing the fucking things I hate and you know It hurts me. way to care about someone
If I reply with “oh” I either don’t give a fuck or I feel like i’ve been punched in the throat
You hurt me so much that now I’m afraid. I’m afraid that the next person I start to fall for will only snatch my heart right out of my chest and crumple it to pieces like you did. And I’ll have to mend it together again with tape that can just barely hold it together. I don’t want to go through it again. I reject anyone that shows any emotion towards me because of you. You don’t even realize how much pain I feel.